Wow, I’ve been doing a helleve’ lot! I’m so not used to not sleeping less then 4 hours a night, but all in all it’s fun. I’m really loving my new job; the money’s great and the people are way cool. I don’t think I’ve ever had so much fun, other then at the chooby.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s really hard work but it’s lots of fun. I’m so happy I got the job.

On another note, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking as I usually do. And as most of you know, when you get to think thoughts seem to loop, twist, flow, and jump into another one. I love how everything is right now. I know that it could be a lot better, and I know that there is a lot on the inside I seriously need to deal with, but I think I’m just going to keep those to myself, being that ever time I try to get some help, it just never comes, and I only find more frustration. The more and more I think about my life here the more and more I want to run away from it all.  Well, it really wouldn’t be running away, it’d be moving out LoL! And when most people think of moving out they think moving into an apartment, or just moving away from the rentals. Oh no…when I think of moving away I think of another country. It’s really hard for people to imagine moving so far away from their place of birth. But when you find yourself with a family like mine, you find all the motivation you need to get your fat ass up and RUN, I mean throw both of those man titis over that shoulder and BOUNCE THAT BUBLLY ASS FAR AWAY! Really, I can only take so much. I can’t take it any more. I feel like I’m still 5 years old. The mother won’t cut the damn cord! Well, it’s not so much that as it is she’s just so damn controlling. And Adam can’t have that now can he? HELL NO! All my years learning a language have got to pay off. I’m so leaving. But no time soon…damn…

~(,’Adam’,)~

Well, hello all. I don’t think that I will have this site here for much longer. I began writing in this site for a friend of mine, who really wanted me to keep it updated so she could see how I was doing. Wow, that was almost 2 years ago. Well needless to say, all of the “friends” I once had on here, and the “friends” I tried to get on here, have all gone God knows were. Don’t get me wrong there are still a few I like. But I think it is almost time for me to say goodbye to Xanga. It was fun while it lasted, but I’ve found a much better site, and I have friends that leave me comments, and they are, so at lest I hope, my real friends.

I love everyone. But damn people SUCK ASS! I really think I can trust them, then they go and fuck me over. Oh well, I guess it’s my fault for not seeing what ever was pointing out. “Oh no, they’re not like that, they’re…” well it doesn’t matter much any more. You really find out who your true friends are, when it comes time to clean up. Everyone loves to party, but one wants to stick around when it’s over. I’ve been hurt more then once, but I am so grateful for all of the bitches, hoes, assholes, angels, saints, and goody tow shoes I’ve met. As much as it might hurt at times, I wouldn’t be the person I am today were it not for them. And because of them I know what to look for in a person. I know what it’s like to have a friend that has your back when you’re in a tight spot; and I know how to spot a person so full of their own “selfless” shit it's coming out of thier ears: "I would never...whatever, I'm not like that...I'm freinds with everyone...(and we all know this one)I don't think so I'm waiting till mirage" LMAO! I laugh at those whores!  And you can’t leave out those, that make you look bad so they look good…we’ve all had one of those in our lives. And if you haven’t yet…you will.

And how can I forget…

Family...

All I have to say is NEVER FUCKING AGAIN! You really try to be the best person you can be, and they just over look it. I love my family, but they just arn't what I was hoping they would be. I'll always be there if they should ever need me. And no matter what they've done, or what they say, they'er still family. I love em' no matter what. It jus sux ass when they fuck you over.  Also, just make sure they are more then just blood. They have to be you’re friend too. I’m glad I still have one I can trust.

Love you all my Bitches and Hoes! LoL

~(,’Adam,’)~